currently here at school!ü naku napaka bagal ng internet connection!
steph: hello!!!!!!! hehehehheehhe.. ang baho ni mak.
nyahaha! steph ang kornii moo!! =)
hayy i`m not feeling well tapos my CAT pa kami. ='(
gem: maganda ako! wlang kokontra!
hahahahah! pasensyahan niyo na yun! lokaloka kasi yun! =)
marian: ngpa2awa lng c mak snyo pro cute pren ako! i thank you!
hayy crazy people!ü
vince: wahhahahahahaha c mak may ano sa ????
don`t mind them nalang.ü babay later nalang ulittt! :)
hindi ako nakapag-post ng entry last night. i dunno why, siguro pagod lolz.ü nothing happened today i mean walang interesting so yesterday nalang kwento ko. :)
shortened period yesterday because recognition day. i was like, "oh teka teka intayin niyo lang ako at tatawagin ako sa gold medalist!" Ahaha. Feel. my classes went ok, wala namang nakakatuwa or nakakainis so wala lang. wtf?! nonsense. nung recog na, ang hyper ko. sobra!ü ahihi! 30 mins lang yung program, natapos ng 3:30. Then meeting ng seniors. First, diniscuss yung dancers for the coming Integration on July 06, 2006. Ayoko na talagang sumali kahit love na love ko ang dancing! Kasi ewan ko. Basta! Pero, nagtatampo kasi ang best friend kong si Alyssa nung umaayaw ako. Kaya yun! Saka pwede narin, magagawan ng paraan. Haha! Ang daming representative ng Sov! Haha. Go Sov! Then Election for senior assembly! Haha! Di na labanan ng tao yun eh, kundi section.ü 3 sections have 39 students pero sa solidarity absent isa lugi sila. :)) Grabe dami namin per class noh? Parang public narin. Haha! Then yun, katkat got the highest position. not bad for Solidarity! Kahit isa lang representative nila sa section, siya naman president. Oha! Then 3 from Inttegrity then 4 from Sovereignty! My beloved section! lolz Hoorraayy! Haha.
After the meeting, we had a mini orientation in our CAT. I must say na mas gusto ko yung mas mahigpit and all that kesa yung ngayon na parang ang luwag luwag na ng policy. Mas may thrill kasi pag ganun! lolz Hay I want to be an officer. :) lolz how i wish!ü Nafi-feel ko na ang CAT haha!
(in english) Sir Mar: Did you understand? "SIR YES SIR!"
(in tagalog) Naintindihan niyo ba? "GINOO OPO GINOO!"
{in japanese) Wakataka? "Hai!"
lolz coolio. ♥ sabi ni Sir mar kung anong language gamit niya, yun daw sagot namin! Haha!
Maaga kami dinismiss mga 5? pero dapat 6:30 pa.. Orientation palang naman! Then yun bonding moment nanaman ng HEROISM 2006 for the 2nd week! Last week McDo kami at medyo inambush ang McDo LPC dahil halos 4th year andun (Plano namin kaming heores lang, nasira plan). Haha! So we decided na ibang place naman, asahan mo na noh friday at love ng mga taga- DLA ang McDo. Dapat sa KFC times kami, kaso may birthday party. Inis! Then punta kami sa McDo, dun din pero masikip yung place dun so we ended up eating at Chowking. Parang fieldtrip sa dami namin eh! Haha! Kulang kulang pa kami nun ah.ü Grabe ang saya talaga with them! Kaya lalo ko sila namimiss eh! ='( Ang ingay namin! Haha. Tapos may mga papansin sa Greenwich, nagtuturo sila sa amin and then they will laugh! Huh bitches! The nerves, di namin sila ka level. Haha! :)) Maliit lang din sa Chowking kaya sa Looooonnggg table nalang kami!ü Di pa nga kasya dahil sina Mich, Rox & Erika eh separate table. Then picture picture! I must admit naku we all love pictures! Haha! Adikkk! Ang kulit namin sobra, lalo na dun sa way papuntang CR kesyo muka daw lobby ng hotel! Haha! Tulakan to the max kami para lang makita sa Cam! Haha. I`ll post the pictures nalang pag nakuha na, wala pang naglalabas eh. :)
Ok very long na entry ko sana di ka tinamad basahin. Haha! I`m happy.ü
i don`t know what`s wrong with me. sobra sobra akong mag-exert ng effort para sa friends ko, i value them a lot & i love them from the bottom of my heart but then it seems that they are only taking me for granted. sino ba ang may problema ako o sila? i do everything just to show them that i`m here no matter what and that i love them so much pero mukang hindi pa sapat. ='( feeling ko tuloy, napaka-walang kwenta kong tao. yung tipong mawala lang ako, "ok so what? sino ba siya?" yung ganun..i don`t feel special to anybody. feeling ko, isa lang akong asungot na pagala gala sa kung saan. and i`m such a very sensitive person kaya sobra kong dinadamdam yang mga bagay na yan. pag feeling kong balewala ako, i feel so down. depressed. hay help me Lord.. give me strength. ='(
Yay! I already have a new blog with my own layout. Akala ko hindi ko talaga magagawa na magkaroon ng sariling layout dahil i don`t how to do the codings. But then nagawa ko siya on my own! :) Ang saya naman!ü Ui, please do comment sa new layout ko ha? Please.ü
Uhm, my page isn`t finish yet.. May babaguhin pa ko and may mga idadagdag! Just visit my blog ok? Naku, magiging active ulit ako and i`ll try my very best na pumunta sa mga sites niyo and comment. ( Sa mga nasa links ko lang!ü ) Sana kayo din! Ahihi! I`ll try talaga kasi graduating na ko, expect more tasks noh. Kaya i`ll be very busy this school year.ü
Nga pala, to have some idea about my previous notes, please go HERE. ♥
So what happened today is this:
Written at 3:00 pm ; school.
Nababadtrip ako! Wala na tuloy akong gana! Parang gusto ko na ngang umiyak. :(( I`m not dumb! And I know in myself that I`m smart enough! If you`re wondering what I`m talking about, well its a school matter. We had a quiz kasi on Physics. I studied naman last night though I don`t know if its enough or not but still I don`t deserve such low grades. Nakakainis lang kasi masyadong mabilis yung time of answering tapos dinictate lang. Kung nasagutan ko lahat then mababa parin ako mas tanggap ko yun atleast I tried diba? Pero hindi ganun nangyari eh.. I wasn`t able to answer all the questions. :(( Haayy.. I reall felt so bad kanina.
I`m sorry for the blog. No links, no tagboard and whatsoever. It`s still under construction. Aha. Honestly, I`m making my own layout but I don`t know how to make the codes. I`m such a loser. And I want to keep myself busy since I can`t do the codes for my layout, I just made a new account here and borrowed a skin from blogskins.
Argh. My heart is puzzled. ='( I can`t concentrate in what I`m doing. Like now, I feel like going outside. Stroll. I want some peace. Wahhh! Sorry. This isn`t a good start, I know. I just want to express what I feel. I`m so sad & so confused. Wahhh! I`m out. ='(